Should I become happy and overwhelmed that I have gained a lot of audiences since I made this blog public? Or Should I become ashamed and embarrassed knowing that a lot of anonymous people know my life and my hidden secrets?
I Don't Know.
I just want you to do something if ever you know me. Please let me know if you ever visited this blog & please don't spread my secret. Or If you happened to just accidentally stumbled on my blog, I would appreciate if you'll leave a comment.
Happy Blogging!
PS: Thank you for reading my MARIPOSA, AMBISYOSA! entry. I have gained more page-views since I posted it. Thank You, Thank You! :)) Please let me know what you think about it.
Monday, December 10, 2012
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
Mariposa, Ambisyosa!
MARIPOSA: Hmmm… Dad.on kaha ni nako? (nag.impake)
PAPA: (footsteps) ohh day
Mari, asa mn ka padung?
Mari: Adto nako’g Cebu pa. Kibaw bitaw mo nga artistahun kau imung
anak.
PAPA: Unsa?! Wa ka nalipong
mari? Imo ming biyaan sa imong inahan? Wa ka kahinumdum nga kami, KAMING DUHA,
ang nagpadako kanimo? Unsaon nalang imung napo ka manghud?! (background saba2 sa mga igsoon)
Mari: (sobs) Pa, ngano di man jud ko
ninyo suportahan ako akong damgo? disinoybi ka tuig sa pagpuyo nako niining
kalibutana, gibuhat ko ang tanan para kaninyo, sa ako pamilya! Halos wala na
gani ko’y tagad sa akong kaugalingon! Tan.awa kuno ni akong mga kamo, gikubalan
na lang!
MAMA: Ka wai batasan nimong bataa
ka! Layas! Karon dayon! Sugod karon din aka namo anak! Layyyyyyyaaas!!!!
Mari: OK, Fine! Like OMG! Whatever! With back-up dancers, Mama, Papa!
Goodbye! (footsteps)
(Ako diay si Mariposa, in short Mari. Ako usa ka probinsyana ug
dugay na nakong pangandoy nga mahimo’g sikat nga artista. Ug nadesisyonan na
nako nga karung adlawa, ako na jung kab-uton ang akong damgo.)
Mari: Hello worlds, Hello Philippines, Helll-loooowww CEBBBBU!
Pasahero: Excuse me gud miss, excuse gud! (Ka-ignuranti sab aning bayhana oi,
makalagot!)
Mari: Chhheee! Awa lang musikat
ragyud ko! *pause* (walk..Walk) asa kahang sakyanan ug jeep
diri? Aie dara! Para, para! Sakay ko kuya! (Footsteps)
Konductor: Colon, Colon! Dali dali
dai! Oh sikit-sikiti lang palihug, naa pa nai usa diras wala! Walu-walu ni!
Mari: Salamat kuya (sulod jeep) Wow!
Kanindot sa Colon! Kadaghan ug jeep ug mga tawo!
Hayy
gutoma na nako oie! Kadaghan ug pilianan, asa kaha ko ani noh? Sa Mcdo,
Jollibee, Gaisano Metro, Gaisano main? Kadaghan ba oi, ayyyyy diri na lang koo!
Stranger: Excuse me miss, musulod
kas mcdo? Hala kinahanglan baya ibilin ang bag, kabasa ka anang Corkage fee na
200php any item from outside?
Mari: Ay! Mao ba? Unsaon na ning akung bag?
Stranger: Ok rana miss, Ibilin rana naku, Ako lang
bantay!
Mari: Salamat kaayo ha! Oh sige mukaon sa ko, balikun lang tika unya.
Cge bye!
Stranger: HAHAHHA! Bogo.a atong
bayhana! Ignoranti gyud! Wa siya kahibao na idagan na naku ning iyang bag.
(Open
door)
Mari: Ah! Kabusog! Lamia gyud
aning Mcdo oi! Barato pa jud! (Buurrp) Haaaalaa! Asa naman tong babae diri
ganina?
Mari: Tabaaang! Heeeeeelp! Ang akong bag gikawat!
Frank: Asa ang kawatan? Asa? Asa man padung? Ok ra ka miss?
Mari: Walaaa naaaa (continue
sobbing)
Frank: Ay’g hilak oi, ky natural
ra gyud na diri’s syudad, maygani ky wa ka tutuki. Dili ka taga diri noh?
Mari: Tutuki?
Frank: Hayyy dili jud diay. Kanang gi-tutukan ug pusil gud. Tindog diha
ky tabangan taka!
(Gitabangan jud ko ni Frank na makita ang akong bag, pero wa gyud
namu hisakpi ang kawata. Ug sa dihang…)
Frank: Mari, asa mn ka nagpuyo ky ihatud tika.
Mari: Ambot na ni oi, tua raba
didto ang akong kwarta, sa kalsada na lng cguro ko matulog. Salamat diay Frank
sa imu gitabang naku. Cge Bye!
Frank: (thinking) ahh mari! Huwat sa!
(Sa ika duhang higayun gitabangan napud ko ni Frank. Ni offer
siya’g sa ilaha na lang sa ko magpuyo ug gi-oferan pud ko niyang trabaho para
makatigom ko’g gamai. Sa pag-agi ng pila ka adlaw, nahulog na ang akong
kasing-kasing kang Frank, ug mao pud siya kanako. Pero ang tanan nagbag-o
kadtung nanlimpyo ko sa iya kwarto, mai nakit.an kung wedding picture.)
Mari: Ayyy mao diay ni ang asawa
ni sir na namatay? Omaaigad! Nganu pareha mn mig nawung???????!!!
(Kahibao nako daan nga kasal ug byudo na si sir Frank, pero na
shock jud ko nganu pareha mi’g nawung sa iyang namatay na awasa. Pagkagabie
while gatan.aw ko’g TV, di jud matang-tang sa akong huna-huna ang akong
nakit.an…)
Mari: agooii mao diay… mao diay
na buotan kayo si sir frank naku ky nakit.an man niya usab si ma'am paagi naku.
Abi ba nako’g tinoud na gugma ang iyang gipakita naku, pero pang puli ra diay
ko?!
(Sa akong kapungot ni sir Frank, mura’g gi-guba na naku ang remote
control sa cge’g balhin-balhin, pawngon na untana naku ang TV, pero gipasagdan
ko na lng.)
TV: Hello Philippines and
hello World! Welcome to Pinoy Big Brother Plus! Nagbabalik na man kami! Ikaw
ba’y pasado sa mga requirements na naka flash sa screen?
Mari: 17-24yrs old? Single? HS Graduate? At may confidence sa sarili?
Ako yun ahh!
TV: Magpunta na sa malapit na SM, Dec. 16-21 at baka ikaw na ang
aming Next PBB Big Winner!
(Ni-adto ko’s SM para mag audition.)
Host: Next! Ipakilala mo ang iyong sarili at ipakita ang iyung talent
pagkatapos.
Mari: Okay po! Ako po si
Mariposa, in short Mari! Lumayas po ako sa aming probinsya dahil gustong-gusto
kung maging isang artista. Pero sa kasamaang palad nanakawan po ako, pero may
tumulong naman po sakin. Siya po si Frank na akala ko’y tinulungan niya ako
kasi may.nararamdaman siya sakin, pero pampalit lang pala ako sa namatay niyang
asawang kapareha ko ang mukha. At…
Host: Ok! Okay! Stop! Stop! That’s enough! Ipakita mo na ang talent mo.
Mari: Cge po… (Singing, I dreamed, a dream *les miserables*)
(Pagkatapos naku nukanta, nakadawat ko’g standing ovation. Wa jud
koi gi-ingon ni sir Frank about atong audition ug dili na pud pareha sa una ang
pagtagad naku kaniya.
Pagkaugma, ni duol c frank naku, gilabyan ko ra siya ky napungot
pa ghapon ko niya. Pero may giguntan siya’g sobre ug gihatag niya naku. Pinoy
Big Brother Plus ang nagpada sa sobre, ug didto na hibaw.an ko’g wa ko nadawat
pg audition…)
Mari: We are writing to inform
you that first, you didn’t make it to the list and second, we are inviting you
to perform on Asap’s dream it, reach it live on Sunday. See you there!
(Didto na nagsugod paglambo ang ako artista ug singing career, wa
naku nipadayun pagpuyo sa balay ni Frank, nag-abang nalang ko’g sikat nga condo
sa unahan, wa jud ko nagsabi niya na muhawa nako tungod sa akong kapungot. Ug
sugod lagi atong sa Asap, nisikat jud ko’g maayo sa tibouk pilipinas. Gibuhat
jud ang tanan ni Frank na makuha pag-utro niya ang akong kasing-kasing, pero
nagpa-ugat sa ko. Hangtud nga sa sulod sa kotse, naginistorya-anai mi.)
Frank: Mari, kahibao ko na
hadlang lng ko sa imung ambisyun na mahinang sikat na artista, pero unta imu
pud dawatun ang akong pag.mahay na wa ko gi.ingon kanimo ang tanan.
Mari: Frank...
Frank: Mari, Kadtong sa sugod
lang jud ko nga gihimo tika’g pamalit butas, pero nagkadugaii, ky ikaw na jud
ang akong gi-mahal. Hinigugma tika sa kaibutuhan sa akong kasing-kasing. Mari,
will you marry me?
Mari: Fraaaaaaaaaaaaaank! Fraaank!! Madunggo
kitaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Frank and mari: aaaaaahhhhhh!
(Sa among pagka-aksidente nakadawat ko’g daghang samad sa akong
nawung, paa, balikat, ulo ug pati pud ang akong mata. Niingon ang doctor na
mo-undergo kuno ko’g eye surgery. Pag-agi sa tulo ka buwan, nasuccessful ang
eye surgery, ug sugod atong pagkadisgrasya namu ni Frank wa pa jud siya
nagpakita nako, unya nakahuna-huna na lang ko’g open sa akong private fb, maski
busy napud kaayo ko sa akong career.)
Mari: Oi, kinsay kaha
nag.message naku noh? Hmmnn. Oi si luningning ang akung manghud! Basahun naku
ni.
“Ate! Asa
naman ka? Uli na bi. Si papa man gud, ky na stroke siya kadtng pag-hawa nimu sa
balay, hangtud karun naa gihpon siya sa hospital.”
Halllaaa
c papa na stroke? Huwat sa kanus.a pa man ni na message. Halaaa 3 months ago?
Unsaaa??? Tinoud ni? Suuss gi.ilad na pud ko para makapadala’g kwarta, ky abi’g
dato na lagi ko. Cheee, hasul hasul lang mo sa ako career, wa mn gani mo ni-ari
mn lang kadtong na disgrasya ko! Abi’g ma-ilad da! pwee
(Gipawung naku ang laptop ky nitukar na pud ang ila
pagka-dependyente kanako. Usa ka buwan pud na busy kaayo ko sa akong gihimo na
movie, nakapares naku diri c John Llyod Cruz. Pagkatapos namo’g shooting ato,
ky nakahuna-huna na pud ko pag-open sa akong private facebook account.)
Mari: Ang akong manghud
ga-message na pud, Mangayo na pud nig kwarta aie! Hmmn, basahun na lang naku,
“
Ateeeee, di paka mu.uli? kanus.a pa mn? Usa na man ka buwan ang ni-agi? Ate wa
mi panbayad sa gasto diri sa hospital! Atte uli na lagi!”
2 months ago? Daan ko lagi
mangayo na pud! Oi duha mn diay ni ka message.
“Ate si
Papa, si papa ate, huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu, patay na c papa. Ilubong na siya sa
ika-pito na adlaw sugod karun, ate balik naaa diri T_T”
Si papa patay na?! kanus.a
mn pa man ni nga message?!! 4 days ago?
(Nikalit na lang tulo ang akong mga mata ug mura’g gikumot ang
akong kasingkasing. Ng. sige ku’g hilak kadtong gabhi-una ky di ko kadawat sa
akong nahibaw.an, na namatay c papa tungod naku. Ng.impake ko para mu uli sa amua,
para mahibaw.an kong tinoud ba jud or gi-dramahan lng ko para mka-uli na jud
ko’s amoa. Paggawas nako’s condo nakit.an naku c Frank galingkod sa
living room naai kauban na babae nakaputi na mura’g naai gihuwatan. Gi duol
nako siya..)
Mari: Frank! Ngano wa mn ka
nagpakita na ko pila na ka buwan sugod atong nadisgrasya tang duha? Wa man lng
nimu ko kuyugi na malampasan ang eye surgery, maski nagpakita mn lamang ka
after surgery? Naunsaa naman ka? Unsa namai nahitabo sa atong relasyon? Mao na
lang to? Imu na lang kung biyaan? Asa naman tong imung mga saad na kitang duha
hantud sa walang katapusan? Ha? Pasabta ko!!!
Frank: Mari? Mariposa ikaw na?
Mari: Ha? Wa naka kaila nako? Unsa naman intawun nahitabo nimu oi?!
Babae na nakaputi: Ahm, ma’am excuse me sa,
pero dili na na si sir makakita. Sorryy kaayo.
Mari: unnnnnsssssssssaaaaaa, c Frank di na kakita?!
(Gusto unta naku pa si Frank istoryahun, pero mabiyaan naku sa
akong flight. Samtang gasakai ko’g eroplano duha lang jud ang di mawala sa
akong ulo: Si Frank ug ang pagkabuta niya, Ug ang akong amahan na dili ko sure
kung tinoud bang namatay na siya.)
(Ug pag-abot didto sa among probinsya nako nahibaw.an na tinoud
jud diay na wala na akong papa. Gigakus nako ang kabaong ni papa ug nahinumduman
ang among mga alaala sa kagahapon. Sugod kadtong bata pako, gi-unsa ko niya
pag-hatud sundo sa skuylahan, ang among mga malipayon na kagahapon, kadtong iya
kung gi-alsa sa iyang dagko na braso samtang magkaon ko’g ice cream sa park
while galak-lakaw siya. Nahinumduman naku kung gaano ko niya gi-alagaan ug
gi-mahal pero unsa mai gibayad naku kaniya? Wala! Wala man lang ko’g
makapangayo ug sorry, makapasalamat sa pagpadako niya kanako, ug maka-ingon na
I love you pa! Ug kaning tanan ky wa nako mahimu ky nagpadala ko sa akong
pagkamasinupakan, pagkaambisyosa ug pagkadawo, mura’g gikidlatan jud ang akong
kasing-kasing sa ka sakit. Ug didto ko nakarealize kung unsa ka dautan ang
akong gihimo sa akong ginikanan, kaya kamu nga namati diha, ayaw mo pagduha-duha
na mangayo pasaylo, magthankyou, ug ma-iloveyou sa inyung ginikanan ky mu-abot
jud ang panahon na mawala sila. Sa pagkakaron pa lang, alaga-i tuman sa ginhawa
ang inyung mga ginikanan ug pahibaw.a sila kung unsa nimu sila ka mahal.)
(Mao jud ang ila gi-ingon na “ ang pag-sisisi ay lagging nasa
huli” lain pud kayo kung ma-una. So, Pagkatapos lubong sa akong amahan, nangayo
ko'g sorry sa akong mama ug gipasaylo mn pud ko niya. Ika nga-walay bata na
dili maantus sa ginikanan maski unsa pa ka kadaotan. Gidala naku ang akung
pamilya sa Cebu, ug did2 nami nagpuyo. Nahinang pud blockbuster ang akong movie
uban c John Lloyd Cruz. Gihanap nako balik c Frank para magkainistoryahai mi sa
among relasyon ug kung kumusta na siya, nagkita mi sa park, nag inistorya-anai
mi, ug didto nako nahibaw.an na gi.donate diay ni frank ang iyang mga mata para
makakita ko'g balik, kadtong nadisgrasya mi. Ug wa na siya nagpakita sugod
niadto ky di niya gusto maging hadlang siya sa akong ambisyon sa kinabuhi.)
(Ug sa ika duhang higayon, nagbasol na pud ko sa akong nabuhat.
Kung gan.o nila q kamahal, kung unsai mahimo nila para naku, bisa'g ang kapalit
pa ky ang dili na pagkakita sa ka nindut aning kalibutana, mura’g gibaliwala
lang naku sila. Kung kaya nagdesisyun ko, dili na para sa ako kaayuhan, kundi
para sa duol sa akong kinabuhi, na sugod karun dili naku sila pasakitan pa.)
Mari: Frank! I’m Sorry, Thank You, I love you, Will you marry me?
Frank: YES! Yes!
(The End)
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Monday, December 3, 2012
BLUE is the new Black
I had fun attending caryl's debut at Talamban Leisure Center last December 1. It is a perfect event to end the month of November and to start the FRIDAY'S of the month, December. Everything was so organized (thanks to caryl's friends) and the Emcee had really lift the atmosphere during that night. And the debutante? She was the most happiest and beautiful-est lady I saw.
It may started a bit late and all things were in a rushed since we're running out of time. The party was supposed to start at 5:30pm-10:00pm but we started at 8:30pm. Almost 4 hours late and by that we only had 2 hours left. But we ended up at 11:30pm.
So yeah. Together with some of my HS friends, we spent 1 day and a-half strolling SM and emall, trying to find out what present we would like as a gift to caryl. And we ended up, a bag and a spongebob tumblr consolidated by 4 persons. LOL!
Here's what happen that night:
I just love this photo |
18 Roses |
HSbatchmates Candles & Treasures |
I was for the 5th Candle |
I didn't know that I was supposed to give a message for caryl. I was saying nonsense on stage. I didn't even remember what I said. LOL. Shhaaaameeee XD |
I just love the photobooth. :)) HAHAHAHA
That is all, till next time!
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
32days
Hello readers! It's been a while.. Do you wanna know what happened last month? The Whole Month of September? Then here it is:
T'was the night after the Intramural 2012 opens. Just like the month of August last year, we're busy preparing for a surprise to the homecoming of my father. I was nervous again of-course so I just indulged myself with the Dunkin' Donuts I bought on the way home and helped my siblings for cutting the letters and the designing, I designed myself.
See my MEDTECH shirt? :)) I'm with angie and we made a flying bird. |
See the birds? :D cool,eh? with a balloon from my blockmate's debut. lol |
While we were busy designing, my mum prepared and arranged the food for our dinner. As usual my dad arrived past midnight, so we hadn't eaten our dinner that late. My Kuya was the one assigned to meet my papa at the airport. And then the Doorbell rung...
We were jumping up and down while saying "Welcome Home, PAPA!". Then we kissed. We hugged. We hugged tight. We took a photo. I almost cried of-course but I stop the tears from coming down.
And then we had our first complete happy family dinner 2012. As far as I can remember we had sea-foods, lots of sea-foods and a super-smooth meat with soup that was overcooked. Nice Ma! :) Well it was really my sis fault ~my mum was out to buy something and she assigned ate to look for it, but my ate forgot and boom it was really a smooth meat, SUPER smooth!~
We forgot to take pictures, well, we were really hungry that time....and happy. :) |
My papa helped me cut my nails cause' i was too lazy to cut it myself. But eventually did it since I was shy. *O* not only that my feet were too dirty but it was soo effin' hard to cut too.
We even had the opportunity to celebrate their Wedding anniversary. :)) But I won't do on detail, I will just share some of the photos.
We went shopping. and did this and did that. Well I can't just talk in detail all the stuff that we did because it would took me days. However, it had always been my favorite when we went to church on every sunday night.
We even had the opportunity to celebrate their Wedding anniversary. :)) But I won't do on detail, I will just share some of the photos.
We went shopping. and did this and did that. Well I can't just talk in detail all the stuff that we did because it would took me days. However, it had always been my favorite when we went to church on every sunday night.
But then, there's always comes a point where we will say goodbye, we'll miss you, take care & we love you papa!
Nevertheless, this years' vacation was the best and the most long days we've been together as a complete happy family.
Nevertheless, this years' vacation was the best and the most long days we've been together as a complete happy family.
:HAPPY:
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
My Life Is A Lie
Ever since I was paying attention with my identity, I thought my
blood type is TYPE AB, I was shocked by the result this morning during
one of our anaphy exercises 'ABO blood Typing'.
Using forward typing, both my anti-A and Anti-B showed no agglutination.
Since, I was really sure of my blood type, I even asked our proctor if
it is still possible to do the typing again because it may be a
pseudo-agglutination due to long exposure to air that leads to blood clotting. But still the result remained the same.
Plus,
the Rh typing during our break at the afternoon with free ice cream, I
confirmed it, I'm no longer type AB (like what I used to know; like what
my mom said; Like what I assumed for this past 17 years of existence)
I'm a universal donor, very Asian, very common, and was downgraded by my block mates*hasuula*, I AM...
TYPE O+
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Good News. Bad News. =)=
Papa will be coming home again! Yay~ There will be lots and LOOOOTS of chocolates. But, UNFORTUNATELY!, I am allergic to them. How sad. =( haha.
But nevertheless, Papa will be coming home next month!
I am so exxoiited!!!!! :D
But nevertheless, Papa will be coming home next month!
I am so exxoiited!!!!! :D
Friday, August 24, 2012
CEREZA MV
Finally! I have looong for this to come out! and its finally out! YAY~
I know, I look odd at the video, I feel so ashamed just by looking at it. Omaaiigad. And it's also very distracting when I look up and sort of, making eye contact with somebody. ='( I am not good at acting (note: that's only take 1, no take 2 so,so.) reasonssssssssss. XD
So yeah, there were a lot of video clips that didn't make it. But Overall, THIS IS REALLY GOOD! I don't mind if we will make it to exemption for finals, as long as we did our part! Thank you, Lord for making this possible. Wonderful, WONDERFUL! I enjoyed making this, and I am happy with the result. This is SUPER DUPER ULTRA MEGA KAME HAME WAVE PERFECTLY MADE! :D
Friday, August 17, 2012
E N V Y O U
Once when they compared you to me, I suddenly wondered what you are. Then you came, I thought you were someone else I know. At first I find you like a paradox, it may not be you but on the closer look whalaaaa~ it's Y O U.
Y O U, they've had been talking about.
Y O U, nice and pretty and intelligent and friendly.
Y O U, that they can't afford to be missed.
Y O U, the center of attraction.
Y O U, stolen the way things used to be mine.
When Y O U're around I forced to laugh.
When Y O U're around I tried to mingle.
When Y O U're around I always act.
I envied you, since the day I heard of your name.
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
DAFFY.
According to thefreedictionary, daffy means crazy/foolish. But when I wrote this word back then, I neither think of crazy nor foolish. For me, my own meaning of the word daffy is brain-cracked. I remember typing this word when I don't know what to do or say anymore due to restless nights. Blame thy Midterm exams. However, this seems normal since everyone will experience this "daffy" feeling during examination.
So yeah, MIDTERMS are OVER. Do you know the feeling of leaving your house unsure and doubtful?
Nevertheless, Loong Weekend coming my way! Huurahh! and My mom's here! What would I ask for more? teee-hee
P.S. MAY GOD BLESS MY SCORE :))
i am 50% unsure of my answers especially the MAJOR ones! BioChem, AnaPhy and IMT.
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
The IMT Worksheet #5
Indeed Medical Technological
advancement has increased the life span of human being. It has not only helped to overcome death but
also has been effective in prolonging patient’s life. Thus, have raises several
serious ethical issues concerning the quality of these patients and pushes
forward the need to reevaluate the definitions of life and death.
Karen Ann Quinlan is the first
“right-to-die” case. I have also read other “right-to-die” cases such of that
Nancy Cruzan and the most recent, Terri Schiavo case. However, I will focus on
this article, the Quinlan’s case. From what I have read in this article, Quinlan
was a landmark ruling in the 1970s because it first permitted
legally-authorized surrogate to refuse life-sustaining treatment on behalf of
an incompetent patient even if patient would die as a result. Quilan’s case indeed
established a major transformation in medical practice by asserting that
physicians were permitted to withdrawn life-sustaining treatment from a
persistent vegetative state patient once it was refused by a legally authorized
surrogate. Quinlan clarified that if the patient died as a result of stopping
life-sustaining treatment, there could be no enforceable charge of homicide
because the patient would have died of her pre-existing disease. For me, as a student in medical field, I
would also agree to the doctor who refused to remove the life-sustaining
treatment because in a medical perspective I am a “pro-life advocate” and that doctor
oath to save life. However, if I am the family of Karen Ann, I would also, in extraordinary
circumstances like this, want to remove the life-sustaining treatment and let
her die, peacefully.
There are really different
perspective raises on this issue that lives on, even today, especially there
are new advances development in medical technology that brought people greater possibility
to overcome and cure major illnesses and death. However, at the end of all of
the medical, legal, and ethical argument, it is most important to remember that
no matter how certain any of us may be of our analysis, decisions near the end
of life should never be easy. We must remind ourselves that true wisdom comes
with the acknowledgment of uncertainty and admitting that we cannot know all
there is to know. As individuals and as a society, we must do a better job to
show the greatest respect for our patients, loved ones, and all humanity by
treating each person as our moral equal, embracing the relationship of
mutuality and reciprocity and avoiding the relationship of separateness and detachment.
Reaction Paper for IMT. You may refer to this artcle. Click here. This gave me shit. Huhai. It's MIDTERM TIME! :) GOD BLESS US ALL MT-2A! To GOD be all the GLORY!
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Spanish MV: In the Making
I had a lot of FUN =)
We traveled all the way to Minglanilla, Cebu just for our spanish music video project. It was tiring but it was fun. I may not used to ride an Auto but I really enjoyed it with my closest friend in velez. There may be change of plans and angry birds on the process but we made it. The weather cooperated too. Thank you almighty God for the success of the taping.
Now we only have to wait for the editing process. We handed it out to a professional, so as not to consume much of our time and also, to make it look much more of a real music video. When it's done I'll be posting it here. :))
Go for Midterm EXEMPTION GOAL!!!
Lats lab,
Claudine
P.S. I'm currently battling my AnaPhy Long Exams. :'( I need to catch up with my score.
Lord, this I pray to you.
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
A Tour to the Real Future
Thanks to our Introduction to Medical Technology subject, we were able to see whats inside of Velez College Hospital Laboratory, where all the 3rd Years and Interns were having their practice hands-on but not all, since only the Licensed Medtech were allowed to do the procedures.
The environment was suffocating at first. Especially, a total of 46 students bulged in excitedly. And the place was really small. I say 'small' for a normal Medtech Fields Laboratory. And it smells too. I can also see frustrated, tired, no-sleep faces and the like on the students there.
The 3rd years & Interns welcomed us. They even served as our tour-guide. I was amazed cause they can really memorized everything there, from test tubes to complex-automated machine. But unlike other modern laboratory, like chong-hua in cebu, Velez Laboratory was not fully automated. I mean they haven't had more modernized expensive machinery.
Of all the many Med-tech Field I
visited, Clinical Chemistry Department got my attention. Not only that all
laboratories were fully air-conditioned but also the head of that department
scared me to death. The latter was a true story. I think she was irritated to
have us roaming around the lab. And when she somewhat got angry, the intern
helped us and we started the tour distant away from the department head wearing
a familiar look that we somewhat understood immediately.
But nevertheless, what really got
my attention in Clinical Chemistry department was when the intern started to
showed us everything. From test tubes to centrifuge to refrigerator to
state-of-the-art instrumentation. She first showed us that big machinery near
the department head; it was a BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG Centrifuge machine. And unlike
the centrifuge we are using in the lab, it has different sizes and shapes which
also holds types of small-diameter test tube with cover. But we are not able to
look at it closely since the head was using it. Next, she showed us another
kind of centrifuge. She said that the big centrifuge needs to rest, or in other
words it needs to be shutdown during evening. So they will be using a different
machine at night-time and it is the old-fashioned kind of centrifuge which is
very sensitive according to her.
We moved on to another machine,
this time its small-oven-toaster-like. There’s also this small machine that you
just need to insert or slide the test tube or sample in a slide and after a few
seconds you can immediately see the results. Awesome. It’s an automatic
analyzer, which she showed us two kinds, first was only the number of (ex. Glucose)
can be analyzed, and second was a multi-interpreter. They also have another means
when they are not sure of the results and this time by the procedure and not
automated.
Lastly, as far as I could
remember she also showed us a refrigerator with all the samples and/or results
in the test tube and in small-diameter test tube with cover frozen inside. And
what really stuck on my mind was the urine stored in the refrigerator, it’s a
patients’ urine for 24 hours in a plastic bag. Cool.
Clinical chemistry analyzers are
automated instruments used for measuring concentrations of the various chemical
constituents of blood or other body fluids. In clinical chemistry when for
example you made a mistake, you still can get samples from the patient, unlike in
some of the other laboratories, which deal with tissue and/or organs of human
body. Maybe I liked this department for
now since, I am currently enjoying my college-life during laboratory and it
also belongs to the same discipline as Physical, General, Organic, Inorganic,
Quantitative, Qualitative Chemistry and now Clinical Chemistry 3 Biochemistry which
I am struggling to survive as of the moment.
Sunday, July 8, 2012
8th of July : Moving on
Chewing my last cheesy bite-sized corn that I bought on the way home as a treat for a tiring Friday at school, from the inside I can hear the bell singing beautifully. As if wanting and waiting for me to visit the church and be united with God. It could last for half an hour every afternoon at 5:30. Birds flopping its wings while humming and chirping on the outside with fresh cool air from the swaying trees. Then, it stops. The bell stop singing. Its 6:00 pm now when I realized we really moved on.
Bell stops. Birds still humming. Tress still swaying and nothing else beyond. I am away from those horns and polluted air.
We moved on. Far from tall buildings, from the city lights, from the busy streets and far from my school.
-_- At first i didn't like the idea of transferring cause it's 15 minutes walk to school with no available means of transport but taxi which is too expensive for a student like me. But when days passed I somehow managed.
But still. I rode taxi to school if I think I can't make it on time and walked my way home after school.
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Because Yellow Is Too Mainstream for a Boy turning Legal Age
Yellow and Spongebob theme for a boy turning 18: My evil plan succeed! BWAHA!
Here are Random Pictures during Jay-r’s 18th birthday @ Abuhan Pochero. Yes! it's same place I held my 17th birthday.
We could never have loved the earth so well if we had had no childhood in it. For my love of Yellow Stuff |
This is my Cake! Nom.nom.nom Can you see Spongebob-and-Yellow-ness everywhere? |
The THREE QUEENS: closest friend since Elementary |
Colour Everywhere: We belong! :)) Because Color-coding is too mainstream! |
Group Picture: Never out of style! |
The Birthday Boy who spent 7024 in one night! woaaah! |
Behind those carefully masked smiles, there are pained cries. What's going on behind those closed doors, we can't imagine. |
Try imposing happiness!! It’ll find it’s way: IT REALLY WORKED IN ME.
Friday, June 29, 2012
Back to Bangs
As far as i can remember, the last time I had Bangs was way back when I was 1-7yrs old. That was the generation when you can see every kids in town with a bangs.
Since I got sick of plain-straight-long hair. It was last Summer 2012 when I totally changed my hairstyle, well that includes the way I look, simply for a change. :))
This is me now.
As you can see my hair grows so fast and it's a long bangs already. Photo taken: just recently about 2 months later after the haircut.
When it suppose to looked like this.
Photo taken 3 days after the cut.
My Long Hair: Oh how i miss this. |
Thursday, June 28, 2012
Chocolate: My Sweet Punishment
Why do people have to experience
failure before realizing how they didn’t strived hard for success in the first
place?
I am talking about myself.
Regretted, Stressed and
Depressed. That’s how I felt right now minus the –ed to name a few. Even right
after I read the Anaphy’s departmental exam questionnaire. I know I failed to
prepare, thus, was prepare to fail.
No, the latter wasn’t true at
all. I studied last night from 8pm-5am. That was it. Only that night.
That test was my first experience
and my last resort, to atleast, be able to pass one of the hardest major
subject according to higher year students”Watch out for AnaPhy”. But it just
slipped in my hand.
The test was easy. The problem
was I forgot, or shall I say “too lazy”/“don’t know” that the body fluids and
compartments were included in the test.
*sigh* I should’ve listened and
followed my instinct rather than decided to sleep at 5am and thought of
studying the rest during lunch time.
Guessed cramming didn’t help me.
Not at all. And the higher year
students were right.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaggh! I knew it right
from the start! Why am I so lazy to study my lessons everyday! :’(
I just eat and/or chew my last
bite of Luscious Caramel, Crunchy Peanuts and Soft Nougat in Rich Chocolate. I
should stop typing my regrets moment too and wait for the tonsillitis attack
later this night. Sweet Punishment, huh?
WELL
I haven’t seen the result yet.
Still hoping I passed.
Even though that would be
impossible. As impossible as I won’t be getting swelling of throat later.
-_-
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
1st Long Exam in IMT...
was like hoooly cow! I wish I did not study last night. -_-
The test was easy but it was a bit confusing. omooo Easy cause it’s multiple choice BUT you can choose as many as you like. And one lacking/excess answer is considered WRONG.
Oh yeah. WHAT A TEST
#Out of 46 students only 1 passed.
Saturday, May 5, 2012
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