Why do people have to experience
failure before realizing how they didn’t strived hard for success in the first
place?
I am talking about myself.
Regretted, Stressed and
Depressed. That’s how I felt right now minus the –ed to name a few. Even right
after I read the Anaphy’s departmental exam questionnaire. I know I failed to
prepare, thus, was prepare to fail.
No, the latter wasn’t true at
all. I studied last night from 8pm-5am. That was it. Only that night.
That test was my first experience
and my last resort, to atleast, be able to pass one of the hardest major
subject according to higher year students”Watch out for AnaPhy”. But it just
slipped in my hand.
The test was easy. The problem
was I forgot, or shall I say “too lazy”/“don’t know” that the body fluids and
compartments were included in the test.
*sigh* I should’ve listened and
followed my instinct rather than decided to sleep at 5am and thought of
studying the rest during lunch time.
Guessed cramming didn’t help me.
Not at all. And the higher year
students were right.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaggh! I knew it right
from the start! Why am I so lazy to study my lessons everyday! :’(
I just eat and/or chew my last
bite of Luscious Caramel, Crunchy Peanuts and Soft Nougat in Rich Chocolate. I
should stop typing my regrets moment too and wait for the tonsillitis attack
later this night. Sweet Punishment, huh?
WELL
I haven’t seen the result yet.
Still hoping I passed.
Even though that would be
impossible. As impossible as I won’t be getting swelling of throat later.
-_-